Documentary obsessed

I seem to be posting a lot of videos right now…hmmm.
Any-who, I pretty much love documentaries.
Some are amazingly mind blowing + boggling while others just make you want to die so you just stop watching.
For the past few days, I’ve gone documentary crazy and I love it.
I like how they make me think in various ways and I DO learn many new things.
Historical, science, psychology, society, crime….you name it, I love it 🙂

Here are some of the pretty darn awesome and CRAZY documentaries I’ve watched since Sunday and on…with the LINKS too! Wooohoo, thinking ahead of the game you see.

1. Secrets of Body Language
This is the second time where I have had an outburst of curiosity towards body language. Just the tiny movement in the nose such as flaring or a little rub of your hand can tell you SO MUCH. Pretty darn cool. Yep.

2. Batman Unmasked: The Psychology of the Dark Knight
I just like batman, even so, it was interesting.

3. Multiple Personalities
Feels like it’s only something that happens in fantasy land, but its real. The mind is incredible.

4. Jeffrey Dahmer: The Monster Within
I suggest you don’t eat while watching this…if you get what I mean.

5. The College Conspiracy
This just DOESN’T mess things up in my brain….ya know. I TOTALLY don’t feel uncertain about certain things. ლಠ益ಠ)ლ Ah, but still totally worth watching. (๑>ᴗ<๑)

AND for the video I’ve actually put up is:
A Class Divided
Woah. Like woah. Just woah. RESPECT to the teach. ✌ <—haha, my awesome peace sign
Here is the link of the actual website I watched it on, it’s got like this crazy long (at least for me) explanation as to what the whole video is about and has the actual video too.

The order of the documentaries placed have no particular meaning. They are all amazing. Yep.
Have a noice day….not a typo btw.
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‘Commitment’ -Oh my gosh, she said THE word!

You know the saying that the hardest part is starting.

Well, I’m completely and utterly frightened to start my Brozen Dofe award so late in the year.

I’m so frightened it’s literally eating up my mind. I’m scared to even go to the instructor to ask for the entrance slip and to ask any questions. I told my class mates how I was feeling and they asked me

‘What are you scared of?’

Now this moment I was feeling ‘Aporia’. To very vaguely describe: The crazy emptiness you get when you realize that something you believed isn’t actually true.

I realized that there was, in actual fact, nothing to be scared of. I’M the one who wants to do this. HE is the one who said I could. I asked to start. I was super duper hyper and excited about starting this but now, fear is holding me back. Big time.

I have doubts that pop into my head over and over again telling me ‘You can’t do it’ and wondering about all the ‘what if’s’. 

What if I don’t finish in time?

Do I even have enough time?

He said there was…but that was quiet a few weeks ago??

Will I be able to find a place to volunteer in?

After I had finally mustered up some unnecessary courage, I got the entrance slip. This time the problem was that the money had to go somewhere else and not to the school. This kind of sucked because that meant my dad had to take it somewhere himself and I don’t really know how to explain but, he isn’t exactly the type that would do things like that. The even worse thing was, I didn’t specifically knew where you had to take the money to and in the end it had to go to a completely different place.

I’m absolutely terrified, mortified of starting but then I REALLY want to get started and then again I’m afraid. An endless battle continues in my head…